Feel The Fear.

Feel The Fear.


Well here we are, I’m gonna tell you guys I’m scared shitless for trying to achieve a dream I’ve had since I was 6. No one ever talks about it,

Let me tell you why, now most people don’t say they are scared shitless, but I’m in this weird place where I’m excited as hell to be doing things that I’ve dreamt of and doing things that I love but I’m also so scared. Being scared in a place like this consists of being fearful to let people down and not be as great as I want to and hope to be. I don’t want to let people down, like my parents and everyone that I’m working with. I also don’t want to let people down that look up to me and people that I inspire. Most importantly I don’t want to let myself down.. and I think that’s one of the biggest things. Having the courage within yourself to achieve your dreams and goals and enough fire under your ass to never give up and never stop, no matter what gets in your way.

We are all scared to some extent at this point in our lives, I mean at any point in your life, with whatever you’re doing, It’s okay to be fearful, just don’t let it get in the way of doing everything you can to achieve your goals. It’s almost like you get this fluttery feeling in your chest like when your excited but also nervous. It’s been feeling like that to me and at times it’s SO annoying. Over the past couple months I’ve definitely become more of a homebody trying to stay focused and not let myself get distracted by all other things in life, because it can be draining to always be ON. By that I mean you can’t always be 100% for everything. You may want to be but you’ll just end up draining yourself and that version of you isn’t one you want to end up like 24/7. I just recently listened to a podcast by Katy Bellotte and she was taking about how this generation is the “Burnout” generation. Which is so true and you guys should all listen to it. She’s basically saying how we are the generation that doesn’t stop and we literally keep going and going and going till we either exhaust ourselves, burnout or get in bad mental states because of how much we are doing and committing ourselves to get done… to make something of ourselves. We have become the generation that doesn’t sleep and thinks “It’s Cool” which let me tell you is draining in itself. Don’t get me wrong I am all for work your ass off and do everything you can to achieve your goals and dreams, but don’t forget to take care of yourself along the way. The repercussions for not taking care of yourself are far worse than making the time to do it.


” This letter is to you.

The you that’s had a rough week. The you that seems to be under constant storm clouds. The you that feels invisible. The you that doesn’t know how much longer you can hold on. The you that has lost faith. The you that always blames yourself for everything that goes wrong. To You.

You are incredible. You make this world al title bit more wonderful. You have so much potential and so many things left to do.. You have time. Better things are coming your way, so please hang in there. You can do it. ”





All Black Everything

TOP: Express PANTS: Express
Hello lovelies. I bring to you today an all black outfit, now working at MAC more than half my closet is all black and I wanted to incorporate more of it here on my blog and show you how to style and all black outfit, because I do sometimes find my ownself in a rut putting outfits together. Having to wear it the last three years to work though really made me test my fashion knowledge and think outside of the box, there are so many fun things to do with black pieces and it has really made me step outside of the box. I highly encourage getting maybe three staple black pieces for your closet that are more focal points because with those pieces there is a world of options. 
Back in the day I would have never chosen to purchase these pants let alone actually wear them, But I’m SO glad that I did. These are so flattering and so comfortable for those long working days. Can be casual and you can dress them up and make them a little more edgy like I did here. I have so much more to show you with styling black clothes, this is just the beginning. For the longest time I wanted to NEVER wear all black on my blog since that’s my time to wear everything else that’s not black but honestly, It’s about time I do it. Thank you all for reading, stay tuned this week is FULL OF FASHION:) 

Rocker Chic

SHIRT: Express JACKET: Topshop JEANS: Topshop BOOTS: Aldo
Hello everyone, I bring a very casual outfit today. When Im at home just chilling out I love wearing shirts like this versus Victorias Secret Pink loungewear lol although I do have those days too. I just love these kinds of shirts because they’re so comfy and if you need to run out the door real quick you’re kind of put together! I paired this shirt with some over the knee boots and a choker to give it a rocker chic vibe. 
On that note with being “Rocker Chic” I’ve dove into my old iTunes library and found so much old music that I played the crap out of and it made me fall in love with all these old tunes I use to listen to  all over again. It’s crazy how much a song can bring back so many memories, Like you listen to a song so much during a time in your life and then when you listen to it years later… you’re like wow and just feel nostalgic, I love music for that reason but it’s also made me start singing WAY more, I’ve been so busy and haven’t had much time to and now I’m making time for it because it makes me so happy!! My poor guitar too has been so neglected and picking it up again just feels so great. Always make time for the things you love to do, they’re important. Plus that’s actually one way that I like to relax is to sing and play guitar. Tune back in tomorrow for another great fall look! 

Express Train

Hey guys, These upcoming blog posts might be shorter than usual, only because I’ve been super busy planning a super crazy cool event I’m Hosting at the end of October, literally almost 2 and a half weeks, so bare with me you guys! I’ll get outfits up but might not talk about them a lot. Just know I’m obsessing over bodysuits right now, they just dress up an outfit that’s so simple, LOVE! 
Plus this whole outfit besides my purse is from Express which is such a great store! It’s wonderful for Fall stuff this season. 

Country Vibes

JEANS: Topshop BELT: Express (Similar)  TANK: Victoria’s Secret PLAID: American Eagle SHOES: Target 
Very casual here today on the blog, it’s getting so hot here where I live, but it was a bit more gloomy today and I’m not quite ready to bust out the shorts just yet! But guys I’m so in love with this belt and I know EVERYONE and their mom has one… either THE one from Below The Belt or different ones, and I’m just obsessed!! This one was very reasonably priced and super amazing quality! You’ll be seeing it a ton!! I also love these tanks from VS, Bought them in all the colors, the high neck… I think is just so flattering. I had the day off today so didn’t do too much, on my days off I like to do my blogging stuff and get all my photos done.. But I also like to watch a lot of Harry Potter too, and since today was a little gloomy I did just that! Some days it’s great to just chill! Otherwise I’ve been working at MAC and I just recently got casted in The Little Mermaid, which is going to be so fun and  rehearsals have already started, It’s going to be such a great show! I’ll be posting about that here too with some fun cast photos:)
Side note as I was typing this blog post I was searching for the belt and they have taken it of of Expresses website.. D: So I found similar ones from Nordstrom that aren’t ridiculously expensive. 

The Little Details

Me in my natural habitat jamming out… haha ^^^

JACKET: Express BODYSUIT: Express JEANS: Topshop BOOTIES: Express (Similar) JEWLERY: Nordstrom Rack BELT: Old (Similar) SUNGLASSES: Quay
Hey guys, so I’m in love with this outfit today, it’s casual yet dressy and there’s so many ways to wear these pieces. I think these are staples you need to have in your wardrobe! This jacket is amazing quality and so comfy, I’m obsessed with it, not to mention the color is absolutely gorgeous! 
As bodysuits are really on trend now, there are so many of them to choose from and they are so easy to throw on with a pair of jeans and your good to go! I think pairing it with any kind of belt just dresses it up a bit more! 
These jeans have become one of my faves to wear because the length of them is perfect for me, they hit right at my ankle, and I love that! I feel like it’s hard for me to find jeans that don’t bunch up at the ankle, cause they always tend to do that on me! I got these on sale at Nordstrom, but topshop has a ton of amazing jeans!!! 

A Little Sunshine

DRESS: Express KIMONO: Abercrombie (Similar) SHOES: Sold out (similar) HAT: 
Nordstrom (Similar) 
LEATHER JACKET: Express VEST: (Similar) JEWLERY: Stella & Dot
Hello My friends, Today I’m wearing a very simple dress that you can do so much with having it in your closet. There are so many different ways to wear it, it’s awesome, plus it’s so comfortable! The fact that it has sleeves and a little mock neck makes it an amazing transition into spring, still keeping you warm, while the weather is still a little nippy! Here I’m just showing you three of the ways you can wear the dress for casual day to day wear!
OH Side note, as you may have noticed I got my hair dyed!!!! Total change for me, since I have dark hair for basically forever, this change is so nice though, coming out from the dark side… haha It’s going to be great for the summer time. I think it’s really important to change things up every once in a while, weather it be little things like changing something in your makeup routine or venturing out to a new place you’ve never been. Being that it’s still the beginning of the year, these little changes can matter so much. Hope you enjoyed this post! Stay tuned for makeup things on the way:)